Before You Love Me

You need to understand that I’m damaged. I get triggered easily. I have struggled with things. There are nights when I’m curled up on a ball on the floor and I won’t talk to anyone. I’ll shut you out. I’m not going to be able to trust you for a while, because everyone has always…

Innocence

I love how that when you were a kid you used to believe in the most silliest of things such as Santa and birthday wishes. These were like our rays of hope. I still make birthday wishes to this day. I wish someone told that when I was going to grow up, my happiness would…

Dear Heart

I thought that you were very strong, and didn’t need anyone to complete your life’s song. But when you talked to me last night, I realised no one ever treated you right. I wanted to see the pain through your eyes, but you chose to be in disguise. The world came out to be a…

I Am Sorry

Dear Me, I am sorry.I’m sorry that you thought you could stick it out. I’m sorry you thought you knew who you were, but I’m even more sorry of what you let define you. I’m sorry that he broke you when you actually broke yourself.I’m sorry that you’ve spent so many years pretending you aren’t…

Meaningful Things In Life

Listening to old people tell stories from their past. Seeing people’s personality from older times. People reassuring they love you. Teachers understanding your troubles. Laughing from your heart. Realising how alike you are with some one. Old people running book stores. Cold showers at night. Songs that you can’t get enough of. Imagining people’s life…

Never

Never expect, never assume, never ask, and never demand. Just let it be. Because if it is meant to be, it will happen. When we learn that we can only control our actions in this life, it seems confining and even unsettling because on some level we all want to feel like we’re in complete…

Oh For Fuck Sake

I’m so done with idea of people thinking shit can’t work out. It’s not that hard to be all about someone, as long as you pick the right person. If you pick the right person with good heart, and good intentions, it shouldn’t get into the way of low standard mentalities. Since when is it…

I Am Listening

I may not give you any advice at all, sometimes there just isn’t any, just try what sucks the least and hope for the best, but I’m listening. You can talk to me about anything you want; your fears and apprehensions, the things you’re afraid to acknowledge let aline say out loud. They probably won’t…

This Post May Hurt

You want to hear how it will be better tomorrow and you can do better? Then don’t read this. I am up at 2 in the morning tossing and turning, finally grabbing my journal and writing this truth about heartbreaks even after many years of relationship being over. It is going to hurt, the truth….

Love Yourself

Hey, love yourself. Because you’re beautiful. And don’t compare yourself to others, you’re too wonderful to do that. You’ve got stretch marks? So do I! They’re awesome. That acne on your face? It’s gonna go away! Take care of your skin. Take care of yourself. Don’t photoshop all of those amazing flaws on your face,…