Dearest Human I Still Love You



You are worth it. You can do it. You deserve better. You are capable of better. It used to be so rough and turbulent in the old days. I fear those days still have a tight grip on you, suffocating you slowly.

Your innocence was chipped away and stolen ever so subtly. You weren’t given a fair chance from the start. I wish you could see you as I see you. Strong, resilient, troubled, yet wonderful, caring, and genuine. You are real. You are different. You are struggling.

I want so desperately to take it all away. I want to shake you awake, make you realize you are capable of standing tall and leaving the negativity behind. It breaks my heart to see you stuck in this destructive cycle.

I can still see you running wild and carefree. I can still feel the determination in your words. I only wish the words you speak now were not so desolate. If only we could turn the dial back, be children once more. If only we knew that what we experienced was not okay maybe we would not have grown into such similar experiences. If only you could just realize that it doesn’t have to hold you back anymore.

What you are feeling is okay. You have every right to your feelings. You do not have to let them control you anymore. Love yourself instead. Believe in yourself!

It isn’t easy, but, you are worth it. Everyone makes mistakes. You learn from them. You move on. You can do this! You have made a lot of bad choices and have been forced into a lot of bad situations. Do not let that define you. You have the rest of your life ahead of you. Make it count for something more. Never stop striving for more or better.

You face down those demons. You rip them to shreds! Have no mercy. Then turn your face towards the sun and keep moving forward.

We used to be so close. We were shadows. I hope one day we will be as close again. I hope we can look back on these days as a distant memory. I hope you’ll get to the other side of this temporary storm. I hope you grow from these experiences rather than be torn down by them. You are worth it.

15 Comments Add yours

  1. A connection with the purest form in you🙂🙏. beautifully written.

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    1. GS says:

      Ah you just inspired me for another post. Haha thank you Gayatri. I believe that we are, at our core, spiritual beings living in a human experience. That our human experience is what is actually better called a “fractal” experience, or a small experience of a larger Whole. By “Whole” I am referring to what many call “Oneness” or “God” or “Source”. I believe there is more to us than our physical bodies and material lives. I believe that to Heal one’s self is really to connect to the Source of who and what we are, where healing is unnecessary because we are already perfect and whole.

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      1. Yes we all are part of the whole a journey to find oneness with the whole . 🙂🙏

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      2. GS says:

        Yes indeed

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      3. Very true 🙂🙏🌻

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      5. Thankyou for all that you share, I have read the bhagvat geeta myself . a lot in my life is inspired by the essence it imparts but I have much to see and experience to learn that it truly imparts. 🙂🙏

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      6. GS says:

        Yes we are all walking each other home 🙂

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  2. edwardky2 says:

    Reblogged this on Ed;s Site..

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    1. GS says:

      Thank you for sharing

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    1. GS says:

      Thank you for sharing

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      1. Always a joy and pleasure to read and share your posts with followers, My Dear! Hope you have a great day!! xoxox 😘💕🎁🌹

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  3. jaxs1780 says:

    Its an eerie feeling that it reflects my inner core. Everyone has their own definition what live is for them. As for me, even we lived in turmoil, face challenges and frustrations, loneliness and seeking a sense of ownership. I came into a realization way back 8yrs. Ago pondering the word “You cannot love others if you dont love yourself” it took me years to fathom this saying, how? Been crying in my lowest point until i feel a poke in my head and a voice I am the only one capable of loving you and There is no man who can love you the way i love you. Realization came instantly, at that moment and reason why in my many relationship i always found the absence of love in them. The love that i am seeking goes back to our own creator. Therefore why lived a messy life even im the most ulivable person or no one values my worth. I should not fear because God is the source of love and God alone i see my wholeness.

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    1. GS says:

      Always recognize your greatness first because that is how you will be able to see and value and recognize the greatness in others. It is, after all, the root of F.R.O.G. – Forever Recognize Others’ Greatness™.


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