Life isn’t always easy, and I guess I don’t always get my way, no matter how hard I try and no matter how hard I believed in it. I really thought I had it all figured out until I realize I hadn’t. So maybe I took a left when I should have taken a right? I still go ahead and think, but there are dark days. Some days when I will decide to just hate everything about myself, and my life, and the entire universe around me. The bad days when I think that life is nothing but miserable simply because things didn’t go as I planned them to, simply because life has played a trick on me.
I’ve seen so much and learned so much already. I’ve loved way too hard at times and lost people I cared about way too soon. I’ve been broken so many times that there’s no other option for me but to stand back up and keep moving forward. Sometimes I clang on to things and situations and people I should have let go of but, I learned something along the way and I told myself, I am the luckiest than I think, I am blessed beyond measures and never stop being grateful for life.
So, if there’s a day and oh I know there will be when you just feel like hating yourself and your life and the whole universe around, please just pause for a second and stay still. I hope you’ll take that time out to reminisce some good about you (not just what makes you unhappy) and the things that make your life and all you are. I hope you’ll take the chance to look beneath the layers of dirt you’ve decided to cover yourself up with. I hope you’ll see the good in you hidden down there. And as you do this, remember that you deserve kindness, love and respect and stop acting like you had to lower your standards to match up someone else’s will. I know there will be people you’ll be afraid to lose, and you’ll want them to love you back but keep in mind that love cannot be forced. Remember that everything happens for a reason, the signs are here for a reason. I know sometimes it just hurts too much to face the truth and you rather look the other way for a while. Be strong! so you won’t stay sidetracked for too long and in the end, you’ll do what’s bad best for you.
Though it can be hard at times to go through life with that hole within that makes you unhappy, please don’t despair. You are loved by the right people so don’t worry and stay the way you are. Remain open to love, positive energies, and to life. Don’t try to force things too much. They will come into your life naturally and for the best outcome. So, keep working hard, never give up on what you believe in and keep trying to be your best self.
Oh, and don’t forget to smile and stay positive. Always let love and light in even on the darkest days. Always rise above the negative and if you ever come to doubt of your own worth or if your heart bruises too much because of something or someone, remember something good about yourself. You can’t be that bad.
Greater things and better days are coming your way so keep holding on. And no matter what, always remember your luck and all the love you have in you.
You matters a lot because you don’t know the good days or things coming your way.