Before You Love Me

You need to understand that I’m damaged. I get triggered easily. I have struggled with things. There are nights when I’m curled up on a ball on the floor and I won’t talk to anyone. I’ll shut you out. I’m not going to be able to trust you for a while, because everyone has always left, cheated, or chosen someone else. I will need reassurance. I will need you. I will need you to keep choosing me. I’ll need you to care when I text you saying I’m getting bad again. I’m a lot, I know this.

So before you think I’m always happy, that I’ll always be positive, that I’ll always be smiling, know the reality before you get involved. Don’t enter my life if you can’t handle it. Lastly, don’t you dare touch my heart if you aren’t ready for that.

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16 Comments Add yours

  1. THE SPLASH says:

    This felt like i wrote it. Like you just copied if from my heart and put it on paper.

    Liked by 4 people

    1. GS says:

      Glad it touched your heart.

      Liked by 1 person

  2. Unrepressed rants says:

    Touched. Things we don’t say. So much truth💖

    Liked by 1 person

    1. GS says:

      Glad you liked the post.

      Like

  3. Sicetnon3 says:

    Love chooses you

    Liked by 2 people

    1. GS says:

      Yes 🙌🏼

      Liked by 1 person

  4. Daily Poetry says:

    It’s best being honest about things like that. People tend to rush in to things not knowing what they might expect.

    Liked by 2 people

    1. GS says:

      Honesty is the foundation for trust in a relationship, and trust is necessary for a relationship to function and thrive. When you’re always honest with someone, it tells them that they can trust you and the things you say. It helps them know they can believe your promises and commitments.

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  5. Musa Kabwere says:

    This is honest and superbly true. like we think everyone who smiles has all under control but they just smile because its a moment for them to smile. And when you dig deep into them, they are just badly broken and shattered. I’ve been that too.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. GS says:

      I can relate to what you are saying

      Liked by 1 person

  6. Love says:

    WordPress really need to create a love button because I don’t just like this, I love it.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. GS says:

      Thank you Love 💜

      Like

    1. GS says:

      Thank you for sharing my post

      Like

  7. I’m impressed by the depth of your writing. It has really resonated with me. Thanks for sharing these deep emotions and your beautiful language.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. GS says:

      Glad you liked the post Bianca.

      Like

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