Navigating Love, Distance, and Hope

I will catch up with you later. Right now, I’d like to concentrate on the positive aspects of my emotions rather than the negative. To be honest, voicing our grievances will not assist any of us. I’ve been crushing on you from afar for a long time, like a soft place that never goes away. Even if you didn’t notice it, I was still giving you positive feelings. Before our friendship truly took off, I was all over the place trying to find out how to be around you. I was expecting that some higher force would let me understand that some of my dreams and recollections were a little improbable.

You’re probably wondering why. Well, part of me still believes we’ll end up together one day. It’s like having that one tune stuck in your brain long after the song has finished. You have a bit of my heart. But don’t worry; I haven’t abandoned the possibility of finding love with others. It’s just that no one else has ever touched my heart in the same manner. I’ve had my fair share of near calls and heartaches, but what about pure, genuine love? Not quite.

You taught me what love truly means — warts and all. It’s about embracing people for who they are rather than attempting to change them. I discovered that love can last even at a distance. Something that has a profound influence on you leaves an indelible mark.

Love may strike you like a tonne of bricks or linger as a soothing presence. It may grow on its own without expecting anything in return. It’s about totally accepting who someone is. It’s the type of comfort that comes from looking inside. While love does not just evaporate, I’ve grown accustomed to the dull agony of hearing about you being with someone else.

Is this making me foolish? Maybe so. I’ve been maintaining my distance because someone else shattered my aspirations of rekindling that profound relationship. But you did not do it. You did not turn me off to love.

I apologise, and I thank you. I apologise for meeting you when I felt love was a burden. I’m sorry I couldn’t accept every aspect of you. I’m not sure if you genuinely loved me, but I know you cared. That is all I need right now to keep going.

I truly wish you all the best. I’m grateful that you showed me what true love is. I’ll continue to love you silently and in my own way, come rain or shine.

Wish you well.

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