You are the most specific, most active summoner and utiliser of the Energy that creates worlds, that exists anywhere in this always evolving, eternally becoming Universe. You are creative genius expressing here in this Leading-Edge time space reality for the purpose of taking thought beyond that which it has ever been before. Even thought it may seem odd to you at first, it will be helpful for you to begin to accept yourself as a Vibrational Being, for this is a Vibrational Universe in which you are living, and the Laws that govern this Universe are Vibrationally based.
Once you become consciously at one with the Universal Laws, and gain an understanding of why tings respond in the way they do, all mystery and confusion will be replaced by clarity and understanding. Doubt and fear will be replaced with knowledge and confidence, uncertainly will be replaced with certainty, and joy will return as the basic premise of your experience.
That which is like unto itself is drawn, so the vibration of your being must match the vibrational of your desire in order for your desire to be fully received by you. You cannot desire something, predominantly focus on the absence of it, and then expect the receive it, because the vibrational frequency of its absence and the vibrational frequency of its presence are very different frequencies. Another way of saying this is : Your desires and your beliefs must be a vibrational match in order for you to receive that which you desire.
Reference : Ask and it is given. Esther and Jerry Hicks.